Current mood:	grumpy
Current music:	"Addicted" by Kelly Clarkson

Tornado with a vengence going through my head...
I think I twisted my shoulder at work today. How? I don't fucking know. All I know is I hate this place. I'm not your clean-up boy. I don't like being a ticket boy either. In fact it all puts me to sleep on a slow day like today. I need a new job, but shit if there isn't much out right now. To add to the wonderful night, the shrew decides to give me another lecture about my bad habits. Woman I stopped drinking because I don't want to end up like the old man. But hell if it isn't hard considering. The fact that my world got turned upside down in a matter of months because of...well shit that happened, it's a lot to deal with. I don't like change very well. I like the slow paced way of life. The subtle, mundane life. After being through a tornado with one girl...it's kind of a hard thing to get over and get back to. My life has been anything but mundane. It's been damn troublesome. What have I learned? That I don't hold my alcohol very well. That I get massive headaches at the drop of a hat dealing with anything thats out of the norm. That I need to do some cloud-watching tomorrow. Chouji want to join?

Where's my cigarettes...damn....the shrew threw them out...



Private

This friends shit is starting to really get to me. I know that I can't do it very well with her. You can't go from being in a relationship so deep to just as if it never happened. Damn it Temari....I want you more than that. I want to be what you always wanted, what you can't let go of. I think....I think soon it's time I throw down my ultimatium.

/Private